A PINK IMAGE MAY BE LIKE A DOMINO

I am
sometimes scared,
sometimes excited,
sometimes bored,
sometimes horny,
sometimes determined,
sometimes numb,
& I am wondering if all this movement
will inaugurate

a worthy path of
falling dominoes.

i might not always feel the same things you feel.
and wish i could feel brave,
but sometimes i am very
scared.
but then i smile.
i smile and while i don't have
anyone to smile to, but
myself,
i am hopeful
that i will soon.

• My contribution to society feels suddenly "non-essential"
• I drink too much coffee
• Virtual contact won't be enough in the long run. It just won't. We took touch for granted